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[02 Aug 2005|07:59pm]
[ mood | horny ]

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colorado again [18 Jul 2005|07:12pm]
here are some pics from colorado last week....


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[30 May 2005|09:55am]
[ mood | relieved ]

summer... wow.
so far:
thrusday: running from the cops.. beach with bryan, rob, pat, bail, n jean. afterwards dinner with pat, sunset, n then a badass show (i think it was badass cause i knew soo many people there haha).

friday: lunch with jaislee at sunBURST cafe mmmm, worked at 4, then went to the poolhall/5th with bryan, jess, n another girl.. met up with bail jean ryan james katie and her sister, keith n pat come over till like 3 n we just just talked. it was badass.

saturday: the "cat" incident, car wash, bail n me at sar's beach party, outta town people, david came over for awhile, 5th with jean, bail, ben. the beloved V n red bull haha, talked to pat till like 3

sunday: finally made it to the beach at 12ish after waiting for davids ass forever, with bryan, john, bail, jean, james, and ryan. and the creepy man. left at 4, david n me n my family n some people from otuta town went to ridgeway on 3rd for dinner, sarah came over and i tried to help her...broke out the V went out to the beach with david n then over to nicolettes.
very very very weird/awesome/confusing/wonderful/fabulous/askldfhalhfd day ever. duno what tomake of it. NOTHING so whatever, its summer!

today who knows what im doing. beach, most likely haha dont really want to tho. i really want starbucks..

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i think it;s safe to say.. [26 May 2005|11:57pm]
holyyyyy crap its SUMMER
sweet jesus! since last summer is still so fresh in mine n everyone elses mind.. we're gona pretend like everything that happened since then never really happened and just connect the two summers.
slept late n went to 2nd, took my final, went to 3rd for the people, n left for 4th back and turn in some thingy. charlie came with me, it was chill. mm went to the beach with bryan n rob n pat n bail n jean, dipped outta there n went to dinner n then went to the show, which may i say was pretty fun. saw a lotta people i knew so tahts always fun.
mmm work tomorrow, prolly beach durrin the day or sumthin, then possibly hangin with bail n jean after work. or something, jaime or kel or kenzie. its all one big blur. but its ok.. CAUSE ITS SUMMER.

n by the way, whoever is callin pat n his friend on a "private number" on the night of the last day of school... ur pretty fuckin lame and im sorry thats what ur entertainment for the night comes down to :)

"hard is the only way to party..."
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[16 May 2005|09:32pm]
eww work tonight was so gay and slow!

umm this weekend was awesome, im glad to be chillin with my friends
summer should be great, goin to go visit UF with sar n kel, sar's bday is comin up june 1st lookin forward to that..
jessie is comin down from VA, maybe ill go back up with her
bahamas at some point
the keys
colorado baby gone party that shit up
volunteering, gettin my shittt together

things are weird, but ya kno, i was really happy and notin is stoppin me from bein really happy again
so, laterrr
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different day... different shit.. [10 May 2005|03:02pm]
i feel a little better.
i mean, yeh ok its gona take some time to get over this, gettin better i guess. dont cry as much.. just randomly. but i think u would too if u realized every night that the person that you were with for almost everyday for the past 6 or 7 months kinda suddenly started hanging out with some other girl, calling you less, and just kinda started falling out of your life slowly and painfully. and you still like them just as much as you did...if not more. sucks, but ya kno. life.
thanks sami for being there for me. its means more than ull ever know. and its weird how you find love and support in the craziest places and from the most unlikely people.

i still love you, dont ever doubt that i dont. but i think u know that pretty much.
i just hope someday someone will care for me as much as i care for you.

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hmm [08 May 2005|03:06pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

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[08 May 2005|10:09am]
[ mood | pleased ]

:) ?

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[02 May 2005|09:02pm]
things ive realized

no matter how well u think u know someone.. theres always something that manages to suprise you.
bitches will always be bitches. end of story.
if u fall asleep crying.. u wake up with huge puffy eyes.
college is gona be awesome.
summer is in like.. 18 days??
being friends hurts. a lot.
im gona be on my own really soon.. and thats scary in a way.
ugh. x245973495
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[06 Apr 2005|10:12pm]
sometimes.... things just suck.
i hate this fucking computer.
i hate sitting on my ass on this fucking computer
i hate being alone. sitting on my ass.
u should go out and get a nonfat white chocolate mocha from el starbucks-o. ull thank me later.
so... i have one kankle cause its all swollen from fucking it up.
jumping off boats are so hardcore
and ummmm i hate expecting someone to call me.. and then them not. its a crappy feeling
my car is getting fixed.
fuck you all, i like my car.
im still pissed. u dont e4ven kno.
no one comments in this thing, fuck i donte ven write in this anymore

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[20 Mar 2005|02:40pm]
[ mood | content ]

hmm well a lots been goin on lately
spring break woo!
ummm been goin to the beach A LOT lately and the past few weekends. workin on my mexican ..
been workin everynight , hasnt been too bad
went to the mall with my mom today
got the cutest blue beach/summer tube dress, turquois tank top, n a white long sleeve button up polo all from AE.
got some sandles, white pants, and a blue polo all from hollister
and this yellow/blue stripped shirt low shirt from express, that im in love with but my mom doesnt like. whatevaaa
david needs to come home! blah
thats pretty much it
and oh yeah..

COLORADO JULY 9th!!! whattttt oh yeh


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[27 Feb 2005|10:51am]

colorado :)Collapse )
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[26 Feb 2005|12:25pm]
mm so i thought ide update
things have been... indescribeable?
colorado was amazing. i dont even know where to begin.. . the best snow this year when we were there, badass snowboarding.. didnt eat shit tooo bad (just a few times). got some mad air. it was incredibly badass.
started talking to kel again, its nice. ummm bailey and i still dont talk? duno why.
i have so much money right now, i duno what to do with it. i bought an ipod, i CANT wait for it to arrive.
i need to buy new perfume.
im kinda pised off right now. agh, whateva
i want my friends back. motherfyucjaerhladkfh.
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[08 Feb 2005|10:27pm]
hmm so ms morris told me i loked homeless today cause my jeans had holes in them and gave me a detention. what a fat whore. ms more-ass haha. ummm so yeh, 10 days till colorado whatttttttt fuck yeh cant wait. my mom bought me a bunch of clothes over the weekend for no reason and ungrounded me, again, for no reason. shes crazy but im down with it.. worked tonight w/roni and spencer, it was badass. got kinda pissed, perverted guys tipped the waiter they had really good cause of me (whatever). i hate that.mmmmmmmm i work thursday and saturday also. im gettin fckin a B in chem honors. 88%, im pissed cause i KNOW i coulda getten the A. i havent studied yet once for that class and thats not good. got a's in everything else tho sooo go me? haha im out later
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[01 Feb 2005|10:19am]
[ mood | drained ]

well, im glad to see half the school is out with the flu.. haha sweet. we're all gona dieeeee

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[31 Jan 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | sick ]

havent updated this thing in awhile..
ive been pretty busy, celebrating bdays, getting grounded, work
ive contracted the flu, oh yay, thats always fun stuff.
ummm been hangin out with the usual guys, nothing special.
19 days till colorado.. cant wait for that. i need a break from all this, so im really looking forward to it.
i need to take me SAT's, and look at colleges, pull my GPA up a little. 3.82's not too shabby.
i got my hair cut finally, it feels really healthy which confuses me in the morning, im not use to brushing it and straightening it and tending to it. its a bitch, i want my dead, chunky hair back. grr.
im not going out with david, stop asking. we arent having sex, stop asking.
ummm not much more to update you on
some of my friends are getting on my nerves, for various reasons, but i wont single them out. because i KNOW im not the only one thinking it.
dont think ill be in school tomorrow, maybe if i feel ok but i doubt thatll be happening..


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[24 Jan 2005|10:04pm]
fuck yes!
colorado w/david in febuary!
snowboarding, hottubs, ..snowboarding
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[12 Jan 2005|08:36pm]
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[01 Jan 2005|12:33pm]
so new years eve wasnt too bad after all

worked.. it was SO slow so i got off at like 830, ate, then met up the jay and leslie, then went back to my house and met up with bail. we went and picked jean up, had a mikes hard, and went to steves beach. watched some fireworks, went to 711 in "the piece", ate pizza, watched tv, and jsut kinda chilled with steve bail jay leslie jean and all a bunch of steves friends. and then went home around 1. david got mad at me, whatever. its cool now. haha hope you had a good new years!

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[27 Dec 2004|11:23pm]

deleted all my friends
comment if u want to be put back on

( i did this b/c if i dont like you, i dont want you reading my journal and, honestly, i dont want to read yours either. )
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